For you, my love; Dorothy.

When I look back
On the dreams I left behind;
Buried there in all my thoughts
It is you I always find.

I saw you then as I see you now
Through love's impassioned blindness,
A heart so fashioned there within
Filled with love and kindness.

How often has my heart declared
With anguish, for my words are few,
That the wind shall blow a little longer,
To keep me here with you.

Sweeter still are the pains of love.
The bonds of love grow stronger,
Even after the moonlight has gone to sleep,
I shall always love you longer.

No other can stir my heart so deep,
Or thrill me through and through,
And in my dreams there will never be
No other love but you.

When I look back to times gone by
There is one sure thing I know
It is you my love, who stole my heart
Fifty years ago.

- Tiong -

For my baby, Dorothy

When I look back
On the dreams I left behind;
Buried there in all my thoughts
It is you I always find.

I saw you then as I see you now
Through love's impassioned blindness,
A heart so fashioned there within
Filled with love and kindness.

How often has my heart declared
With anguish, for my words are few,
That the wind shall blow a little longer,
To keep me here with you.

Sweeter still are the pains of love.
The bonds of love grow stronger,
Even after the moonlight has gone to sleep,
I shall always love you longer.

No other can stir my heart so deep,
Or thrill me through and through,
And in my dreams there will never be
No other love but you.

When I look back to times gone by
There is one sure thing I know
It is you my love, who stole my heart
Fifty years ago.

- Tiong -

How we start our love.

Today is the start of a new month which is december and it also marks the end of 2011 real soon. So let me just blog about how the boy and I got together. Surprisingly our love starts with a social network called facebook.


So one very fine day, for your info no one have "poke" me in fb before and the boy just have to come "poking" me in fb and he's the first that come to "poke" me ever since I sign up for fb or used fb. So of course, out of no where the boy come and "poke" me and I realized that after awhile so I went to "poke" back. This thing of "poking" here and there did not stop okay. The boy just have to keep replying my "poke".


So "poke" here "poke" there for awhile and I feel kind of irritated already so I pm him and ask is it very fun to poke? HAHAHA he didn't reply AND CONTINUE TO "POKE". Someone kill me, he's the first to keep "poke" me lor! Damn bth can. Looool (thinking back, if he didn't at that time we couldn't have met).


So clever me, decided to pm him again and he replied. I asked the same question again okay! Haha. He say it was to catch my attention. Well he REALLY did caught my attention fgs. Cos' I was freaking irritated by "poking" me. Haha. So there are some on going message we talk in fb and yup gave the boy my number and he texted me. Oh well, at that point of time I was glad haha was kind of anticipating his replies at fb lor! But this stupid boy was playing game and took quite awhile to reply me!

Baby, I was so glad that you "poke" me and we talked and finally we are together for almost five months. Baby I really love you a lot and you are my everything. Nothing can replace you in my heart, you stand a very important role in my heart.

Angry bird on the go.

Temper is something that everyone dislike to have, and of course who will want to be with someone who often flares up for nothing and treat is as everyone is owing you. So these are some ways you can, I can, everyone can to control temper. Please treasure what you have when you have and not regret in things you did that caused you to lose things dear to you. 

Realize that things can be handled well at all times; it's just a matter of what kind of attitude you put into it. 

Take deep breaths.

     Realize that no one likes to be around people who get angry easily, and act abusive. 

                       The only way you can change the situation is by starting with yourself.

         Be considerate of others, and ultimately, yourself. 

          

          The way you react will ultimately affect your surroundings. If you have to rebuke someone for doing something wrong, you can always do it calmly, in a private place. This method is always better for  everyone in the long run.

Remember, 5 seconds stand between you and logic, count to 5, and remember that logic always beats anger.

Think about the good things that person has done for you. 

What bad have you done to them? Chances are, you've done at least something to them to make them resentful towards you. Make sure you have a clear conscience-then speak.

Saying hurtful things could be very risky and dangerous and it can hurt someone's heart so please stay calm when you feel hyper.

Count from 1 to 10 in ascending order and then descending order, you will feel a bit calmer.

Temper can ruin anybody's life.

 When your eyes are opened it might be too late, so try to control your anger and follow the above steps. It will definitely get you away from tension.

So when someone is dear to you remember these things and you will not take anyone for granted, including myself. I should not take anyone for granted. 

Have never ever been so in love with anyone but you, Dorothy Neo Ling Yip.

When you love someone, it's something. When someone loves you, it's another thing. When you love the person who loves you back, it's everything

HAPPY FOURTH MONTH!!

Today is our fourth month, time flies isn't it. Soon it will be half a year. Today B is having his TP. *prays hard* Hope that he passed!!



Baby, thanks for always tolerating me and understanding me. Though we quarrel and hurt each other at the very end we still love each other and don't want to let go. I really love you a lot. Thanks for coming into my life and not going out. Hope we can still do this when we are 90 years old! You are dead teo tiong how you are stuck with me forever! hehehe <3


See you later!!

Missing you.

Haven't been seeing the boy for 2 days. And I miss him quite much already. Can't wait to see him though. Teehee. Well baby, this is for you back.

I love you for big and small reasons and of course all of them are wonderful. I love you for all your special qualities that make you one of a kind, the only one for me in the world. I love you for the things you do, that bring such special meaning to my life. I love you for the silent times, when your eyes and arms tell me all I want to know. I love you so much. Without you, I won't know how much I can actually love someone and the person will be you.

A love poem for you, my baby Dorothy Neo

I couldn't have lived till now
If it wasn't for you
I would have been so lost
Not knowing what to do

You put me together
Only now can I see
You make me what I am
You complete me

We're two different halves
Put together, we're one whole
Every beat of my heart is yours
Everyday I pray for your soul

It's just your smile I need to see
When there's no other remedy
You put me together
You complete me

I'm too scared to let you go
I never want to lose you
If you weren't here with me
I'd never know what to do

All I feel now are joys
All my sorrows are history
What else can I say now?
It's because you complete me.

My fatty ass

Even if you are as fat as him I still love you as much. The amount of fats sums up the amount of love I have for you. Hehe! So you cannot slim down ah!! Love you my babyboy. I'm sorry about yesterday okay. 

I pray to our heavenly Father

Pray ... Pray ... Pray ...


God, please make my lovely baby recovers and feels better. I am willing to exchange position with her. Thank you my heavenly father. I hope you listened to my prayer. Amen.

HAPPY THIRD MONTHS!!

*Super overdue post*


THURSDAY

Hubby went for his second interview and it was great. But the rain spoiled our mood somehow cos' the both of us was late for our meetups and worry that we don't have much time to spent together. Initially, we kinda forgo DTF(ding tai fung) cos' I think it is quite ex and since we are early so we can go and look together but the rain just have to spoiled the plan. So back to DTF cos' I wanted to eat it so so badly. So I went to queue first cos' I reach. As usual DTF is packed with people during dinner time. But lucky us got seats within 20mins. Ordered xlb of course and recommend a few dish to hub cos' he didn't eat there before. Yes baby don't eat at restaurant much cos' he's like can eat anywhere. But for me, he don't mind (saying that he doesn't have much money left but still wanna spend on me)


Though I was really like really happy to eat DTF but I don't want him to spend money on me anymore. The guiltiness in me is piling up like nobody's business. So after DTF we went window shopping, apparently my boyf don't do much on shopping but staying at home guy. So for me again, he did. I bet his leg is suan dao. LOL. But anyway, I was really happy that he always sacrifice his time for me and the things he don't usually do, just for me he did it.


We chanced upon GV initially and wanted to catch movie however the timing do not meet our timing. If we watch it means that the boy have to cab home already ): Which is we do not wish it to happen. Cos' it will be a total waste of money! Hais, so forgo the chance of watching movie. We went to walk around after that. Saw a couple quarrelled in public and I asked B "what if we quarrel like that ah?" He reply "I won't quarrel with you in public I will go home and quarrel. Want say go home say" Lol max.


In the end, we went to watch real steel with B and the show was THUMBS UP TTM!! Feel like watching it over again. Cos' it's way to awesome-ness. Reason why we watch is because the show was 0950pm and obviously B can't go home after show right as there won't be last train so I rang up dad to ask if he can stay over. And, HE CAN! HEHEHE. Happy max!! So before watch we have a little time to walk around so we walk around and we are caught up with prize stage once again. I swear the toys are cute but I swear I'm not gonna spend money on it again! Apparently most of my soft toys money are contributed from my hubby. Haha. We saw the elmo in hello kitty suit that I was aiming for a long time and B decided to catch that for me (before that he already change hao money le lor don't know want catch what for me). After catching and wasting money for a long time. We also managed to not only catch the toy I wanted (plus a hello kitty plushie and exchange a rilakuma for kezann and a hello kitty keychain) we also wasted 10mins of our show (yes we missed the front part of real steel). But overall I love the toys that we got that day. No I love everything that the boy got for me!


The show was awesome and after that we cabbed back to my granny house first as I need to get B's solution. Sat awhile in grams and thinking if he should sleep there instead. But still, I wanna cuddle the boy while sleeping so brought him home. He had a bad time sleeping over at my place and I feel so bad. Cos' he didn't get much sleep the whole night while I was too tired and slept. His eyes was sensitive to the dust (i think my house too dusty) and he was too hot (there were no clothes for him to change and he was wearing jeans to sleep). Overall it's a bad night for him. So guilty.


Friday

Departed from my house supposingly B wanted to fetch me to school as he need a transfer at woodland interchange back to SK. However, I was searching high and low for my $50 cos' I thought I lost it but I remember clearly I placed it into my bag! And some stuffs happened and we spilt ways at my house carpark and walk off on our own.


Things weren't going fine and I skipped school. <missing parts, shan't elaborate cos' it's already over> Went back to SK with B and yup wanted to get MC but polyclinic was packed with people. The amount of people was horrendous. So we decided to go for breakfast first and come back after that. Went to eat ban mian as usual and then went back to poly's but still, many people. Gave up and went back home to sleep cos' I was still tired due to lack of sleep.


Polyclinic MC fail max cos' I woke up at 4pm!! Wts man. Was quite pissed off with myself cos' nothing goes right. But still, the lovely boy went to check private clinic around his area and which are the cheapest one. In the end, we cab down to the clinic at anchorvale and consult the doctor. The doctor was annoying cos' he was rushing as his clinic was supposed to close soon but the patient before me was like the entire indian family was consulting. Wtf. And he was so rough in placing the thermometer in my ear and pressing my stomach. So pissed off with him. Went home to change aftermath and headed down to town for my waxing with the girls (nearly couldn't do waxing again cos' I was late. I was practically rushing up and down for it). After waxing was Astons with the girls at the cathay and it is forever packed with long queues and having us to wait like 123456789 years.


After din, went back to B's place and slept over! :D


 Saturday 

Think practically we did nothing much as I woke up late and what we did was to watch funshion and special or rather the wonderful things about this day is the boy cooked again! Which is instant noodles. Haha also counted as cook right!! So sweetness max, I happy (#likeaqueen) sitting in the room and waiting for him to cook. LOL! Helped out with B's sist in her econs and yup slept around 5ish. Excited about B's family day tmrw cos' it's the first time we go out with his family.


Sunday 

Woke up at 1ish and prepare myself so that when B's parents come home they won't be waiting for me to shower and it's better to prepare early isn't it? So yea, woke up and shower and wait. B's parents come home and took awhile to prepare before heading out cos' there's only 2 toilet. So, we waited for everyone to be done. Decide where to go and headed out with 2 cars (cos' 8 people hahaha). Decided to go to parkway and have dimsum (in a hawker) So apparently, I went there before the marine parade market and we settled down there. The food was just average and it sum up isn't too expensive nor cheap cos' most of us isn't full and headed off to the bakery nearby to get bread. Off to parkway to walk cos' B's brother want to get a watch for himself. But ite after walking a couple of watch shop nothing caught his eye. So we went to bugis as B wanted to do his watch too. B's dad dropped us at bugis junction first and headed to bencoolen street. We went to fix his watch and headed there aftermath. Walk around at the bencoolen and search for watch. The watch are cheap, dirt cheap than the retail shops outside at the shopping mall. I swear I will go there next time to get cheap watch. B's brother got the watch he like and off we go to the singapore flyer! Super happy cos' to me it's the first time I went out with boyfriend family. We had many first time apparently. Ate at the hawker (some sought of bbq thing) at the basement of the flyer. Not cheap though. After that we went home in B's sister boyf car as B's dad need to go off to work.

Afresh.

How to sleep, many things coming thru my mind. Im really sorry for always breaking your heart, making you even more vulnerable. Im supposed to bring you out of your dark side and not head in with you and forever trap in the dark. I said to mend your heart. Yes, I'll. I definitely will. Things are starting afresh. Definitely I hope things are getting better. Everyone can misunderstood you but I can't. Cos ultimately I know you and our heart beats as one. I know how much you love me and how much we cannot live without. Remember this, if your love one can stay with you thru out no matter how many times they are angry with you this shows that they truly love you. That's me. I'm sorry for always raising my voice at you. But I was really pissed off. But since everything is start afresh then all these will stay in the past.

Lovely surprise marks a lovely day ahead.

My dear hubby of mine, surprised me!! I was ecstatic, touched, loved, sweet and many more. So this is how it goes..


Knowing that I'll end work at 730pm initially the dear boy of mine said to meet me at Chinatown so that we can like lessen traveling time and at the same time can spend more time. So I suggested ah lian wanton mee for dinner.


At first that was the initial plan but I can leave at 6pm (usual timing instead) so still having ah lian wanton mee. However the boy suggested to bring me to an Italian restaurant he used to go. He said it was cheap and nice. So we decided to head there after work.


I meet him there as he reached there first. So I waited awhile as he told me he's at the toilet and told me roughly where to meet.


He was taking quite awhile so I decided to walk around, he told me to stay at the spot though so I decided to walk back. Suddenly, there's a hand covering my eyes from behind and gave me a shock.


I turned and saw the boy with a present on his hand. I was shocked and surprised (really cos I somehow like the feeling that he cover my eyes from the back).


Was jumping around like a small girl cos I was super happy!! Went in to the restaurant and found out that it was really cheap and best thing is what you know?! GOT ESCARGOT. Best uh!! My favourite. (obviously I ordered that for myself cos Hus don't eat it. He sadboy89. Hahahaha.


I ordered my food and Hus ordered his. The drinks was free flow!!! It's like cheaper than astons but different style from astons.


Our food came and we spilt half each for each other. I was eating my chicken half way till almost done and Hus took a bite that I cut for him previously. He spit out cos he feel weird. The chicken was uncooked!! Cb limbei still eat until gan song lor. Called manager out... Thinking I will scold right? No lor!! Hus don't let me cos like he reasonable one but I not reasonable mah. Of course!! Cos I eat!! If with parents the person will regret coming out to talk to me and make sure the person don't charge my food money. Anyway, Hus food was nice!! The beef superb! Overall rate 8/10 cos cheap nice and yah except for my chicken. Worth trying!!


After that went to walk around and stuffs and sat at mac cos nth to do and wanted to take pics. Must be memorable!!


Still, thanks baby for the surprised and the treat. I am really really happy and touched and I really love you. Youre so sweet!! Didn't expect that. Really thank you hub!! Muacks. I really happy to know you and be love by you. I'm really blessed. Thanks for everything. You are the best thing that can happen on me.

The restaurant baby brought me to!!

Surprise!!!

Things inside the pressie

Escargot! (my boy don't dare to try! LOL!)

B's food

Mine's

I'm just a normal man

A man reserves his true and deepest love not for the species of woman in whose company he finds himself electrified and enkindled, but for that one in whose company he may feel tenderly drowsy.

Love is ...

Love is the greatest feeling,
Love is like a play,
Love is what I feel for you,
Each and every day,
Love is like a smile,
Love is like a song,
Love is a great emotion,
That keeps us going strong,
I love you with my heart,
My body and my soul,
I love the way I keep loving,
Like a love I can't control,
So remember when your eyes meet mine,
I love you with all my heart,
And I have poured my entire soul into you,
Right from the very start.

Love.

Tomorrow I'll be heading to camp and for this week so far I have only meet the boy for a day? Or to be exact is less than a day. But still, I miss him lot. Hoping that we both can never be parted and be with each other always. I keep having this sucky feelings that he will leave me. Sucks to be me. I know that the boy won't leave but I hope that he won't be tired of this r/s and of course me. Baby, I'll always be yours and never leave. I love you too much. 

P.s I DON'T WANT GO CAMP ):

Why do girls cry?

A girl wont cry easily,

Except in front of the person who she love the most, she becomes weak.

A girl wont cry easily, only when she love you the most, she put down her ego.

Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of you, please hold her hands firmly, she's the one who would stay with you for the rest of your life.

Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of you, please don`t give her up, maybe bcoz of your decision, you ruin her life.

When she cries rite infront of you, 
When she cries bcoz of you,
Look into her eyes,
Can u see n feel the pain n hurt she's feeling?
Think.
Which other girl have cried wif pure sincerity,
In front of you,
And bcoz of you?

She cries not because she is weak,
She cries not bcoz she wan sympathy or pity,
She cries,
Because crying silently is no longer possible,
the pain,hurt,n agony have become too big a
burden to be kept inside.

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Boy, don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on.
It's everlasting that you would always be mine.

I love you.

I like your smile
I like your vibe
I like your style
But that’s not why I love you

And I, I like the way
You’re such a star But that’s not why I love you
You’re so beautiful
But that’s not why I love you



I’m not sure you know
That the reason I love you is you
Being you
Just you
Yeah the reason I love you is all that we’ve been through
And that’s why I love you

lovely dovey us

09092011

Finished work, I was supposed to go home but I was missing the boy much that I decided to went over to his place. So bought dinner for hubby and went over to his place with lots of barang lor! Stupid enough to buy shampoo and stuffs. Regret. But nevermind still went in the end. Bought 'ah lian' wanton mee for him as I was telling him about the ah lian that didn't wear bra but her wanton mee was superb. Hehe. So let hubby try try. 

Hubby say the noodles was nice and as usual decided to stay over at his house! Hehe. Cos' super long never stay over already so since the next day is second month and first month never spend together over night. But the next day need to work super ma fan lor! 

Was hungry during the night and went to prime supermart to get some food so got instant noodles and enoki to go with it. The lovely boy of mine cook for me and me like a boss in the room watching show. Hehe. I always love this silly boy cos' whenever I am at his house I don't even have to leave his house much. He will always treat me like his wife, actually is queen! Haha. I love him so much. 

Stay up and learned how to play dn as hubby created a character for me. At first wasn't really good at it but I think can try lah hor. Cos' everyone's playing and I play majority part (must emphasize cos' I hardly play games one) because of hubby. But still, I think the game quite fun but I still not used to it. Will giddy and want vomit. Sigh.

Went to bed early cos' next day got work. But hubby always accompany me though he doesn't want to sleep. Sacrificing his all time favourite game for me just because I want him to sleep beside me. We both ended up cuddling beside each other and fighting for his pillow always ( actually he will let me have it. hehe). 

10092011

Happy two months baby!!!

Something happened but still, everything is fine within a few hours. Damn shag and was super late for work. Rushing here and there for work cos' I'm helping gan ma with the clients and some cb clients so late then come. Super no sense of time management. Anyway, went back to hubby house after work and surprise him with the things I did days ago. He said something like I always like to make him angry and then surprise him with things. 

Baby uh, I didn't mean to make you angry at all lor. Always hope that I can be more clever a bit to not make you angry. Sigh but can't. Hubby's mum cooked lunch for us and it was awesome! Caught cyber bully from funshion and hubby's busy dn-ing. He went to sleep after awhile and I went to join after the show's finished. The show is like hmm, I learnt a lot recently with shows and things that happened around (not me). People are hard to trust, you won't know when will they betray you or how two faced can they be. But anyway, the person and people that will always stay beside you and trust-able are your family and your love one (my hubby of course!).

Anyway, back to topic. Went to sleep and wake up around 8ish and prepare to go home. SO reluctant to go home but I can't don't go home so I have no choice. Hubby sent me home as always and yup depart with him at my house lift. Sigh. Missing him so much.

To baby : Baby I won't change and I definitely won't change if you don't fetch me home. I find it stupid actually, be it whoever girlf changed when the boyf doesn't want to fetch the girlf home but what I say is that I'm not like them and I won't change because of this stupid thing. I find it damn redundant. I'm not that kind of person. Why would I have to be like that when I'm supposed to understand my boyf for being so sweet but of course if he's tired or lazy as time passed then so be it. Not as if I'm a handicapped or what that I need my boyf to send me home always and will change just because he don't. I don't expect you to send me home actually, in fact I hope you don't cos' I know it's very tiring for you. But anyway, I love you a lot and I'll try my best to be very very understanding. You are always the understanding one and I'm very glad to know you and have you. You are the best. I'm loving you more and more and more and more and more. I love you so much! Happy 2 months baby! 

Future.

Have you ever have wonder, who are the one that you want to be forever not as a boyfriend but as a husband. Do you have those kind of feelings towards your boyfriend, girlfriend that you will want them to be your future husband or wife? 


Well, I do and not only I do but have that strong feelings towards it. I do not have any of these feelings towards my ex-boyfs. Like wanting to be with him forever not only just a girlfriend status but also a wife status, I have. I feel that being his wife I will be the most fortunate girl. He gave me those feelings that I will want to be with him forever, wanting to help him bear kids and have a happy family with him. 




I do not know about you guys but this is how I feel, some may think that I am crazy but I really do love him a lot and want to be with him forever and our bgr (boygirlrelationship) will end but not end in a drastic way but is towards a new life which is husband and wife. 




He's the husband that I want, the husband that I am very sure that family come first, the husband that I feel that he's the one I can trust my life with no matter what happen, the husband that will try to give the family the best and many many more. 




He gave me that kind of feeling that my love life has ended well if I am with him, I can be proud to tell everyone that I did not be with the wrong guy, I can tell my kids how wonderful daddy is. 




Baby, I'm looking forward to 3 years, 5 years, 10 years, many many years later. I love you. 






By the way, we have chosen our babies name already. Hehe. 


First son : Timeus Teo Xin Long
Second son : Timone Teo Xin Hao


First daughter : Daralis Teo Xin Yue
Second daughter : Daralyn Teo Xin Ling

You + me = our lovely home.

It's weekend again! TGIF. Back to my second home which is B's house. Hehe, I always love staying over at B's house cos' he always treat me the best. Like rub my stomach when my stomach is feeling unwell, pour water for me etc. Being his girl was always the most fortunate thing that can ever happen in my entire life. *so sure I'll be his wife in future! hehehe* 


Woke up quite late today and didn't head to work cos' I was really tired. B slept with me thru out. Having him to sleep beside me is the best thing cos when I open my eyes the first thing I saw is him, so fortunate. Though at time we always snatch the blanket and stuffs but with him beside me, it's enough. Woke up around evening and his bro bought us corn soup from mos burger! How awesome is that! So nice of him. Drank mine and baby said that his was hot cos' he put two packet of pepper thinking that it wont be hot. Silly boy of mine. Therefore I gave him my soup mixing with his so that it wont be that hot but still, it's still hot. My poor boy must be feeling extremely spicy. Heartache heartache. After drinking we went to eat his mum home cooked food. Had curry and rice and some other dishes. It was motherly nice? Like those home feeling. Sucks that my mum dont know how to cook. After eating I watch a little of drama and baby resting and before leavibg home he had diarrhea. My poor boy must be suffering. He has been having diarrhea recently. Dont know what has gone wrong in his tummy ): After resting and catching up from my drama we head off as I have to go home. Really hate the feeling that I and the boy have to be seperated as I cant stay at his house very often. How I wish its everyday. ): Anyway, back to topic hus and I (decided to use hus! Nicer right!) went out but this time round hus didnt send me home cos' its late and we were afraid that he will not be able to catch the last train back. But before heading home, i have cravings for bbt but its closed alrd. Still never give up ite got starbucks instead. Happy me still! Hus and I both got our very first starbucks together. Hubby, we will have many first time okay? I love you so much. I wont be posting pics cos im blogging from my phone. Next post I will so stay tune! 

2 September 2011

Met baby today at Compass Point after she finished her work. We went and look around trying to see what to have for our dinner. And guess what? After 15minutes of rounding, we finally decided, to go to Pizza Hut! Both of us had our own pleasant dinner, Crispy Chicken Chop for my baby and Fish & Chips for me! And I told baby that I would bring her to MULLIGAN's for their Fish & Chips next time. It's AWESOME, because I tried it before. Their fries are handmade and the size of the fish fillet is large!


After dinner, headed over to my place. Baby and I watched some movies on Funshion, and then she teach me some basic economics stuff as I have considered joining Kaplan to obtain my Diploma for Marketing Management, but! before that, I need to go through this bridging test as you can see, I used to be a BTC aka "BO TAK CHEK" guy. So it's quite a rare opportunity that I've come to sense and know what's important for me in my future. After studying, my brother and I suddenly craving for Mcdonalds! Therefore I asked baby if she wants to eat anything as I'm gonna order a Family Dinner Box A (3-4 pax). While waiting for McDelivery to reach, we watched movies, lie on my comfy bed and smell my pillow and rest awhile.

Finally, McDelivery man came with our 2 BIG BAGS of SUPPER! (YUMMY). 

This is what we had!

Consisting of 1 Teppanyaki Chicken McGrill, 1x McSpicy, 1x Big Mac, 3 French fries (S), 3 Coca-Cola (S), Chicken McNuggets (9 pcs), 1x Cinnamon Melts and 2x Apple Pie.

Baby had McGrill, my brother had McSpicy, I had Big Mac, 3 of us shared the nuggets and fries. I asked baby if she wants the cinnamon melts, she replied, "No". Then after I finished, she ask me, "baby, you finish the cinnamon melts already?" I replied, "ya, why?" She was like stunned and thinking why wouldn't I save the last bite for her. HAHAHA! I'm so sorry baby. I didn't know! While we are eating, we watched tv and talk. After finished our supper, baby decided to go to bed but I wanted to play Dragon Nest with my brother and then I switched my laptop ON. Awhile later, baby wants me to accompany her to sleep, as usual I love her so much. Therefore surprisingly I would off my laptop, get rid of the thoughts of gaming as I love her and wanted to spent more quality time with her, I off my lappy and sleep beside her. 

Good nights, I love you my baby D.

A thousand words of I love you.

Have you ever wonder how we first met, how I first know you, what's my impression of you, how we got on to the next stage after being friends, the things we gone through, the heartbreaks we had, the laughter we had, the sadness we came through, the stay over at your house, the memories we build, the awesome things we did, etc. 




The love we have, will only be growing and not dying or fading. Remember me telling you about apple trees? That both of us have to give in equal amount of love?  I guessed this time round I will be the one that will hope that I could give more love just so that I can keep it growing and fast. I hope time pass faster just so that we have our own family, our own home. I can't find a reason not to love you cos' loving you is the most fortunate thing and I can't help it but to love you more each day. I've found the one I prayed for, yearned for, afraid that one day you will leave me here alone. 




Baby, I really do love you and treasure you a lot, I doubt I can give you much assurance on how much I love you and how much no one can compare to you. But I will do my best cos' I really love you a lot. You did many first time with me and I can feel that you really love me a lot and dote me a lot. I'm really glad that I found you and fate bring us together.

Lovely cold night.

Went over to B's house as usual and we slept together again as usual till late afternoon, don't ask me why either. I don't know why like recently, I can sleep with him till so long and today the weather was extremely cold. We were both snatching each other's for blanket and I kept taking his pillow. But no doubt, I'm getting used to his pillow much. Like the smell is must smell one each time I'm at his place. Did he drug the pillow just so that I got addicted to it? #justwondering. HAHA. Still, woke up feeling hungry and his sist, sist boyf and younger brother were at home too. Ordered mac and felt so bad cos' we didn't ask them when mac was delivered over to his place but only with our orders. The sist even jokingly comment that at least a mcflurry. Haha, next time I shall order 2 mcflurry for her for bu chang. Hehe.




Well, after knowing his siblings more and somemore there are more things to talk about, I'm starting to get use to it. Hope we can get closer too. I always wanted to be close to my boyfriend's sibling like can go shop together and things like that. I bet there's common things to talk definitely. Shall find one day that we all go out together again! Watched drama after dinner and B slept awhile. After that it's home sweet home time. B send me home again and I got a feeling that my mum will be going home from grandma's place so I told B not to go up with me. Guessed what? She was indeed waiting for lift just nice the lift door open. It was a close shave somehow. Talked to B on the phone while he's on his way back and helped neo to do her drawings and soon I shall head to bed after watching my drama (getting more and more interesting). Heading to B's house again tmrw. 




Wonder why I have been going over to his place? Cos' I'm starting work and I hope to spend more time with him. #justlovinghimsomuch

A day filled with surprised.

A day feel with surprises is awesome, what I can say is that don't see baby no up. Surprises also not bad. Haha, so let me start everything from the scratch. Woke up at 8am by B's call and apparently it failed on me badly cos' I only managed to wake up at 810? Hehe, bathed and prepared and left house at 840am. Was thinking what the surprises is about and kept telling Jenies what B said about it being multi purpose, bigger than a wallet, slightly smaller than a bag (as compared to my longchamp), being more than a dollar and definitely cheaper than a chanel. Nice clues or hint given BUT still not given a proper guess. He say I can't never get it right. Apparently, I gave up and was hoping for a gucci bag or rather hermes birkin *hint hint*. Went up to his place with him having the blur face to open the door for me. He went back to bed after opening the door for me, of course I went to sleep beside him too. After awhile, he told me that he's cold cos' it was raining and quite cold too. So without any suspicious I went to take for him thinking that when did he even need a jacket when he's cold. So I open the cupboard and I saw the surprise there. It was a soft toy dog and a handmade card. Was really surprised and this little baby of mine, should be he's good at surprising? But I didn't expect it though. Hehe. Thanks baby. Went back to sleep beside him and I think we both really pig that we woke up at 4ish? Prepared ourselves and we headed off to dhoby ghaut at around 5ish. Oh yah, forgot to mention we both totally skipped breakfast and lunch, was really hungry (for me, not him). Went to couples lab straight away and get our mindset on a design. Got the ring and told the person that we will be back after our movie. The design I choose is a simple and exquisite one where we have a small diamond in the middle. I was telling B that I want a diamond ring for engagement at least 2 carat. He was jokingly saying, yah okay I buy from supermarket. He uh, always disturbing. (still loving him much though). Went to buy some snacks and introduce B to chippy's cos' he never tried that before. Went up to the cinema and got drinks and we were just nice for the show, Horrible bosses. It was our first time watching movie together and it is a nice experience having to hug B while watching and on and off him turning to my ear to tell me he love me, so sweet of him. Overall, the show rating is 3.5/5. It is a funny show and quite dumb cos' one of the main actor was acting stupid, really kind of retarded. After watching the show, we went back to get the ring. Super excited for the rings. Wore it and went back to prize stage (before hand we were seeing toys there and I wanted to get the toys there, wanting B to catch for me) so saw a big rilakkuma and it was super huge (for me lah) but that toy must play the jackpot one. But I really want that. So cute ): Ite, caught my eye on a few carebear and B caught it for me despite spending quite a sum and we got 4 mini carebears. Was quite elated with it cos' my day ended up with surprises and B's TLC. Hehe. I feel so loved by him. After that, we went to get some takoballs and headed home. B must have spent a lot today. Feel kinda bad cos' most of the things is he pay one. ): But overall, I am really happy and partly because of the surprises, getting of the rings, movies, the soft toys and definitely my dear boy being to head town with me more often than before. I'm really glad I found him. 

Enjoy the picts. 

My lovable boy

Our ring box

B's hand (with ring)

Gifts from B

B's handmade card.

Carebears!! (can put finger one like finger puppet)

First time movies, love!!

Our rings

Babylove, we will have a long way. Thanks for tolerating my nonsense and spending so much on me and not yourself when you have no money. I feel so bad but still, I love you a lot and thanks for the surprises you gave to me, I know I'm the first that you do so much for me and I'm really touched. Thanks for everything my love.