Monday, February 20, 2012

Our very first documentary show - Dolphin tale

Remember the day when we watch this? I rewatch it again this time round. Winter and Soyer, did not have a smooth way all the way till Winter got a new tail, how many times did Winter rejected her "fake tail". How many times every single one at the marine hospital did not give up despite hardship, the plot of land being sold away to a developer, hospital having lack of money etc. Many difficulties they have made, how hard is it to hang on and go through. I relate back to us, how many difficulties we have faced, the money issue we are having, how hard it is to hold on this r/s but yet we are not giving up every time we face the same problem.


Winter and Soyer is just like you and me, I having a broken tail, not easy to understand cos' the communication between us was not very well. But Soyer, just like you did not give her up. Can you not give up this time too? 7 months is long enough for me, going to be a year. I want to be a dolphin just like Winter to make you smile, to go through hardship, even broken she's also willing to hang on with everyone. I want to hang with you, forever. Cos' family is forever. We are family boy, we are forever. No matter how things work between us, there's definitely a way to get out of this darkness. Hold our hand, hold each other hand. Pull through all the obstacles together. No one gave up doing Winter's tail even though they had to go through the same process over and over again to make the tail product out, been through disappointment, hopes gone down. But still, didn't give up cos' they want a miracle to happen.


Our miracle was for us to last long forever, the miracle will only appear when we die. Cos' by the time, we have already made the promises, to last forever and ever. Will you be with me forever, till death and go through all this with me? I know my temper may be bad, I'm sorry okay? I promise you, our promises stays, we do this together and handle this together. No matter what, we are together as one. We cannot do this individually, we need each other don't we? I need you for sure. I can't do it without you there to protect me, help me, clean my tears, being there for me, teaching me etc. I really need you in my life. One of the 4 guys that are in my life. Baby, don't leave me, cos' I'm nothing without you. I love you.


The special bond we got for each other, my love.



This lyrics is for you, the theme song for the show. It's meaningful and nice.




Hard to find a way to get through
It's a tragedy
Pulling at me like the stars do
You're like gravity
Even if the wind blows
It makes it hard to believe

How you gonna love
How you gonna feel
How you gonna live your life like the dream you have is real
And if you lost your way
I will keep you safe
We'll open up all the world inside
I see it come alive tonight
I will keep you safe

Doesn't even matter to you
To see what I can see
I'm crawling on the floor to reach you
I'm a wreck you see
When you're far from home now
Makes it hard to believe

So how you gonna love
How you gonna feel
How you gonna live your life like the dream you have is real
If you've lost your way
I will keep you safe
We'll open up all your world inside
Till you come alive tonight
I will keep you safe

We all fall down
We all feel down
Cause rainy days and summer highs
The more we pray the more we feel alive

How you gonna love
How you gonna feel
How you gonna live your life like the dream you have is real
How you gonna love
How you gonna feel
How you gonna live your life like the dream you have is real

If you've lost your way
I will keep you safe
We'll open up all your world inside
So you come alive tonight
I will keep you safe

Well I will keep you safe
I will keep you safe

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

Happy V day!

My very first very first valentine's day that I have to spend with a boyf! And nonetheless it's my dearest boy!! I'm so so happy and looking forward to it? Why cos' I don't have to envy other couples already!! (Like my dearest girls lol!) But not to say, those who are single, happy friendship day okay! Single or attached, so long as you are loved / feel loved it's valentine's day too. For me, baby everyday with you is like valentine's day to me. Though we always have quarrel, dispute because of my spoilt attitude thanks for enduring okay? I love you a lot and I don't wish to lose you at all. I love you my boy. I want to be the first and the last to celebrate V day with you. Even when we are old, holding hand walking along the beach enjoying the sea breeze. Such V day is also enjoyable to me. You are my everything, my life. I'm sorry for everything okay. HAPPY V DAY BABY!! Wo zhen de hen ai ni ye bu neng mei you ni. We will spend this very day and end it in a very special day. Every one that has the first time with you is very important to me. Like every month after 3 months, each and every month is the first time with you as you know my past. V day is also the first time with you, CNY with you too, and many many others. It's not I am spoilt or what cos' I expect too much on these days that are first time with you. I can't afford to spoil the first times memories with you. Lastly, happy V day again baby. I love you. See you later!